Corruption vs Integrity

hey, ass hole..get your ass out of here. this would be my first line if i got the chance to chase out those stupid, lame-ass corrupted people. claiming that you are educated and open-minded doesn't make you all-mighty...just read some article regarding the ignorance and pretentious of the rulers in this land. wake up citizen!!! your vote can change it all. yeah right...even the rulers would play around with your vote..saying that they never banned the people from freedom expression. hey, donkey-butt, do not dare us. you are nothing without us and so are this country. and, the wealth are never yours... you are just lame stupid high class people who think good of themselves. well, i won't right facts here, because they are sometimes not even that true. Facts my ass.

Challenge and Fascinating

how should i lead on my life when everything i want in the future is listening to Christian Bautista's voice? Not denying the actual fact that he really have a nice voice. A romantic one. i'm sure if i met him, my heart would melt. Still, can't forget the love i have for John Lloyd Cruz. anyway, more than anything, there is someone i love much. Jesus, i will always love and miss you the whole of my life. that's all for today. need to go back and do my assignment..

Air Suite Nr. 3 by JohannSebastianBach

listening to some and many soft music now. I really need to relax now while completing my tonnes of assignment. With cool mind and powerful brain, i know i can create something new in my essay. i want to write something different from others. something that really picture me and symbolize my true identity.that's why i need more effort on my reading and add on my new knowledge of peoples and current issue in my surrounding. New lesson, new experience, new knowledge, new understanding and a better picture about the condition and situation I live in.

What Should I Do?

When I let you go one step further, my eyes overflowed with tears,

When you walk one step further, more tears are falling,

As you move away to a place where I can't reach you,

even if I reach out my hand, I can't reach you, I can only cry,

What should I do? What should I do? You're leaving,

What should I do? What should I do? You are leaving me,

I love you, I love you, I cry out to you,

But you can't hear me because I am only shouting in my heart,

All day long I try to forget you, but I think of you again,

All day long I try to say goodbye, but I think of you again,

When you went to a place where I can't hold you,

even if my hands reaches out to you,

I can't see you, I can only cry,

What should I do? What should I do? I can only see you,

What should I do? What should I do? I love you only,

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can you hear me?

please come back to me, if it's not you, I can't go on,

What should I do? What should I do?I only have you,

What should I do? What should I do? you're leaving,

What should I do? What should I do? You are leaving me alone,

I love you, I love you, I cry out to you

but you can't hear me because I am only shouting in my heart.

another lyris from korean drama ost : You Are Beautiful. the song is beautiful indeed.

shOCKED!!!!!

shocked with the latest news....john at shaina nakikitang magkasamang...understand what i mean? mean they are saw together...huwaaaa....my heart is breaking slowly and it eats all of me up. those are the risks you got to know when it comes to fall in love with celebrities. Give me strength.i need to hold on and save my breath. life must go on and i have to learn to forget him. John Lloyd Cruz, we are not meant to be together. from now on, i will take my own way and you can go your own way. actually, i really hope we would meet one day in the next life. I miss John Lloyd Cruz so much. Anyhow, either you two are dating or not, i end all of this here. i'm bringing home a baby bumblebee. ouch, it stung me...what should i write now? herm, maybe about my study, not really impress me with tonnes of assignment and thesis. caught up with no idea inside my big head. gotta do some thinking to finish it all..

How cruel people can be?

everyday i would passed by the same alley to get to my destination. now, i would notice the same scenario happened in the same alley with same faces, and it makes me wondering, how cruel life can be to us? It might involved only me towards this matter. somehow, i got clueless because i never knew their reason of doing it. my friend told me that it happened for any reason it could be. Yes, i guess so, every body did it for a reason. and it would be big misjudgement if i decided to condemn them for what they did. nobody can guess what is going to happen tomorrow. life can be so cruel if we don't know and don't want to know what we are doing. i tend to act like that in the past. but, some major event in my life taught me to give a big attention to what i am doing. Would it make everyone happy or i might hurt someone's without me knowing it. i am normal people, and i do make mistake just like most people did. People can be so cruel to the extent that even i can't understand. it happened in real life. when you start to believe and rely on something, that's when people can be so cruel towards you. but, when i think about it all over again, it is good to just forgive and let go of what had happened. not saying that i easily forget everything, but, to learn to let go will put you in ease.i, just like everybody else, went through frustration, sadness, hardest time in my life encountering human and their various behaviour. I don't care how hard it would be in the future, but, i know life must go on and i will strive it until my last breath and blood. gotcha spirit

Addicted WIth Tv Programme

wahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! so excited with new program on television. Hardly can't stay far from my laptop..just received text from my friend saying that Twilight have made it way in the cinema...and i know one thing i must do...i must get it from the internet. OMG, how must i control myself from being so obsessed with movies and dramas......so what? movies and drama teach me a lot about life. yes, life wouldn't be so beautiful inside TV but at least i got entertained. so good to be back at college..i am free...