Stop being a selfish

Stop from being a selfish person. It struck me right through my heart. After reading one of my friend's blog, I suddenly felt a touch in my heart. Stop being a selfish, Ayung. Stop thinking that you're the only person in this world who have that problem. Stop thinking about yourself, learn to give much more than you take from others. The worst thing happen in your life is when you fail to give and receive a lot from others. 

Blaming others and hating them is not what God want you to be in your life. Start anew and love others much more than they love you. Forget what wrong people have done to you, take it as a lesson, for you to be more mature and brave. Yeah, but I just can't stand some people.

Especially those who take advantage of our sweetness and kindness. Those people who build their hall of fame on others fall. These species need to be withdrawn from this planet and extinct. I experience all this type of people, whole my life. I just can't stand them. If I got a 9mm in my hand, I'll shoot them in the head. 

Anyway, I don't want my blood pressure to rise, so I'm gonna stop here. Chao!!

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

                                                                                                                                                       Leading a new life as a single person. Give me strength, O Lord to face this world with the support and encouragement from the people around me. 

Receive an email from a long-lost friend that really miss me. She miss me a lot that she reminds me to buy her present for her 30th birthday. 
Dear friend, If i'm still breathing on your 30th birthday, certainly, I will give you the birthday present you ask for. And Lord, tag this as my important mission.


I have another important mission this year. To really meet 'THE ONE'..Lord, I'm not rushing into it. I know You have Your own time to introduce me to him.. hehhehee..And i really can't imagine who's that man would be..Just wondering though.

Today, this period cramp really got into me. It distract my emotion, activity and my job. I couldn't do anything straight and in good manner. I mean, I have to do them slowly as the pain is excruciating and killing me inside.

A lot of work to be done, I don't know if i can finish it tonight. I really want to finish it..put my whole heart and effort into it.

Star-gazing tonight? No, there's no star tonight. The sky is dark and gloomy..as it is in my heart now..huargghhhhh....