Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

                                                                                                                                                       Leading a new life as a single person. Give me strength, O Lord to face this world with the support and encouragement from the people around me. 

Receive an email from a long-lost friend that really miss me. She miss me a lot that she reminds me to buy her present for her 30th birthday. 
Dear friend, If i'm still breathing on your 30th birthday, certainly, I will give you the birthday present you ask for. And Lord, tag this as my important mission.


I have another important mission this year. To really meet 'THE ONE'..Lord, I'm not rushing into it. I know You have Your own time to introduce me to him.. hehhehee..And i really can't imagine who's that man would be..Just wondering though.

Today, this period cramp really got into me. It distract my emotion, activity and my job. I couldn't do anything straight and in good manner. I mean, I have to do them slowly as the pain is excruciating and killing me inside.

A lot of work to be done, I don't know if i can finish it tonight. I really want to finish it..put my whole heart and effort into it.

Star-gazing tonight? No, there's no star tonight. The sky is dark and gloomy..as it is in my heart now..huargghhhhh....