Nightmare of Nightiangle..

They said if you have repeated or the same nightmare almost every night then, something really hard is bothering you...couldn't be so sure with the statement or fact. Maybe it is just something that people made up. Maybe it is just doesn't exist since then. But, should i tell the story here, maybe it is true that something big is bothering me. I don't know what it is but let the story of my dream or so-called nightmare justify itself..I had this dream of our family (the whole family) come to visit our neighbor. Things were alright at the beginning, when suddenly I felt strange about someone inside the house. The grandfather was supposed to look thin, pale and sick but instead he turns into something monstrous and grin to me as I am the most delicious thing to eat. Then, the house started to turn strange. I mean, at the beginning, there were no grill all around the house, suddenly all the windows and door were locked with it. How strange that can be? It happened to be that our neighbor are not satisfied with the thing sent by someone and the thing is that they have to kill all of us. As if we were a part of a big secret (national secret). At the end, nobody manage to escaped but I found myself lying, being knock down by some girl and all I can say was...'I am a rabbit' (repeatedly)..sounds like a doll or robot...

It might sounds weird and no sense at all, but I was really scared back then in my dream and the fact that I can't save my family made me felt I'm useless, nothing but a selfish girl who won't do anything for some peoples so close to me. What did my dream trying to say to me? Or is it mere a dream? I don't have to worry about anything?? WELL, i Did worry when it hit me continuously, starting few years back....I can't recalled how many times..maybe I need to meet psychiatrist or counselor or maybe priest...or uncle Stephen Bong..(s0meone I knew from my sister)...that's all for now....see you next time..