Nuts? Nuts? or Nuts??

annoyed with how you should behave according to certain rules? get tired of false promises? or get tired of everything? me....i felt it....and the most thing i want to do right now is to eat. hungry so much...i can't imagine how am i gonna survive for the rest of the days....ever imagine that you are dead someday? yeah, i did. every time i think about it, something would meddle in. anything, why should i care? nobody ever give a damn about it. can't wait to go back to my hometown. miss the cold climate and fresh air. felt so sucked up here. with the heat and never-ending final exam. and really, can't wait to finish my study here. i want to go home. fed up with the fake me actually. well, you need to be more persistent and tough to survive here. back then, i don't have to because i love baking fake cakes and imitate others. mimicry.... wonder how long should i wait for my R.I.P day......nonsense, emotional and not making any sense.where did i put my morpher? did i forget to bring it along? once again? i ain't goin back for it...none of my duty, though..actually, i'll be home for christmas....yes, at last, i'm going home. well, first of all, i would like to apologize to everyone if i ever hurt you guys in any way. i might be mad or crazy or freak or stuff like that, i didn't meant to. it is just the hormones. good tidings for everyone and enjoy your holiday...Happy Advent!!!!