shOCKED!!!!!

shocked with the latest news....john at shaina nakikitang magkasamang...understand what i mean? mean they are saw together...huwaaaa....my heart is breaking slowly and it eats all of me up. those are the risks you got to know when it comes to fall in love with celebrities. Give me strength.i need to hold on and save my breath. life must go on and i have to learn to forget him. John Lloyd Cruz, we are not meant to be together. from now on, i will take my own way and you can go your own way. actually, i really hope we would meet one day in the next life. I miss John Lloyd Cruz so much. Anyhow, either you two are dating or not, i end all of this here. i'm bringing home a baby bumblebee. ouch, it stung me...what should i write now? herm, maybe about my study, not really impress me with tonnes of assignment and thesis. caught up with no idea inside my big head. gotta do some thinking to finish it all..

How cruel people can be?

everyday i would passed by the same alley to get to my destination. now, i would notice the same scenario happened in the same alley with same faces, and it makes me wondering, how cruel life can be to us? It might involved only me towards this matter. somehow, i got clueless because i never knew their reason of doing it. my friend told me that it happened for any reason it could be. Yes, i guess so, every body did it for a reason. and it would be big misjudgement if i decided to condemn them for what they did. nobody can guess what is going to happen tomorrow. life can be so cruel if we don't know and don't want to know what we are doing. i tend to act like that in the past. but, some major event in my life taught me to give a big attention to what i am doing. Would it make everyone happy or i might hurt someone's without me knowing it. i am normal people, and i do make mistake just like most people did. People can be so cruel to the extent that even i can't understand. it happened in real life. when you start to believe and rely on something, that's when people can be so cruel towards you. but, when i think about it all over again, it is good to just forgive and let go of what had happened. not saying that i easily forget everything, but, to learn to let go will put you in ease.i, just like everybody else, went through frustration, sadness, hardest time in my life encountering human and their various behaviour. I don't care how hard it would be in the future, but, i know life must go on and i will strive it until my last breath and blood. gotcha spirit

Addicted WIth Tv Programme

wahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! so excited with new program on television. Hardly can't stay far from my laptop..just received text from my friend saying that Twilight have made it way in the cinema...and i know one thing i must do...i must get it from the internet. OMG, how must i control myself from being so obsessed with movies and dramas......so what? movies and drama teach me a lot about life. yes, life wouldn't be so beautiful inside TV but at least i got entertained. so good to be back at college..i am free...

Argentina VS Germany

so happy and excited to know that Germany won the quarter final versus Argentine. Even Ballack don't play, the team still have the strength to beat others and prove that they are the qualified one for FIFA 2010. and, for addition, at last went through the industrial training successfully. no complaint but, definitely got lot of work to do. Final report is bugging me, world cup is disturbing me....so interuppted right now. Feel so sleepy and out of idea for my final write. couldn't finish it tonight i guess. Anyway, can't wait for next tournament with Germany on it. Not hoping, really,but is it possible for them to be the champion for this time?