ermmmmmmm....sem break!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's semester break!!!!!!!!!! can't wait for the next semester....fuhhhh...time passes by and i didn't notice i already spent a lot of time in university......what i should do next? waiting for good result? such a normal life but i like it much. still listening to Josh Groban up until now. i'm the biggest fan of him. His voice rocks me....The way he plays piano is stunning. Most people would think it's not cool to listen to this kind of music, but, i think it's way more better than those wreckless singing by people who don't sing beautifully. Josh's voice is one in million. Nothing can beat them apart from Il Divo. Love the romantic voices. Breathtaking and great. Josh Groban is an American?Of course......and he's cute too. It's enough for today about Josh Groban....continue next week...

Tango Workshop.....

16-18th Nov......can't wait for it. finally, I get the opportunity to learn some new moves. of course in dance.... that's my favorite. I'm going to the workshop with my friends, Ita, Gee and Rose and some friends from another faculty. I'm so excited and I even planning on buying tight for the workshop, but, cancelled the plan already. maybe i'll find myself a new tight for the new semester, not now, running out of money. Baby, finally I am learning tango for free. How great is that? Oh My God, for sure I'll learn it the best I could. Tango.....here I come....

Thank You for Everything...

God, as I woke up this morning, I want to praise everything in Your name. As I began my day with melody of thanksgiving, I surrender everything to You this day. Today might be hard or it might happen simple, no matter what situation will take place, I want to offer my life to You. Let my life in Your Hands Oh God, forever in You I will found my rest. Through this year, You have teach me a lot in my life. My Jesus, My Lord, thanks for my family, friends, and my presence in this campus. May that every step I take be blessed and Your Word be my guidance.As we go on with our final exam, we ask from You Oh Lord, to guide us and may Your Holy Spirit fill us to answer with all wisdom. Let us not fall into temptation but, to cherish all the Goodness in You.

What's Happening?????

Change of pace ...a slow one become the fastest, i guess. It's just a name of a band which i admired one of their songs...Weekend for Warriors.......mamamia....such good and cool music...listening to sweet Christian songs this morning and I'm late form my schedule. Rest too late last night. Shiken desukara. I hate final exam so much because i don't get perfect and good rest. Studying with my friends so I can really understand what the subject really discussed. well, we went on quite good, ended our session by watching movie. I got house by midnight, lie on my bed immediately. Such a shoot, I can't surf the internet the whole day. Never mind, I still can survive without it. My first paper on this Monday. I'm so nervous that I can move or thinking of going to other places. It's one thing I can't change every time I'm sitting for my exam. such imbalance la. I wish I have a good brain, and don't have to study for final exam. Plus, everyone is enjoying their time, going all around the places. I'll take my break in a while. Need to complete a little for my revision. I really hope that I can answer the exam question and passed.

Sychronize your day...retest the IQ

listening to some cool music today. The Climb by Miley Cyrus is totally touching and inspiring, for a youth like me. It brings me a new sense of belonging in my society. For all this while, i would thought of becoming the most successful person in the society and a very numbered one. As i grew up, it wouldn't certainly went the way i wanted it to. A lots of trial and turbulences came all along the way. I always got this idea of all losers doesn't worth for anything. But, when it came to the picture, I might one of those losers. Up until today I always believe that life will be a lot easier when you are in the top of everything. It was a fact, in those days though. However, it all change when I am in the most dark moment in my life ( at least it is dark for me). My principles is not 100% a real thing anymore. There will always be a big battle and strive in our life, and it always tests us how far we could go on with it. It teach us to be a better person and not to give up easily all along the way. I always expect a high mark in my exam, but, when I got a low mark@ red pen, I felt disappointed. Anyhow, it did not really affect me now, as I know, there would be a better future ahead of me if only I put more effort in my study.

The Rainbow will end at the palm of your hand..

the rainbow will end at the palm of your hand..don't ever let it go. when the time won't run anymore, i'll be there. how merely a person easily forget of what they share with others?and how far they would really cherish the moment they have with each other? Some people are so fussy of how others should treat them, but some are very cool of how their relationship with other parties. That's how different it is with 2 or more person look on the way a relationship should goes. Mine? I'm still wondering on how i must treat others. Most of the time i am so self-centered and i don't really care about how my buddies feel towards me. Well, you could expect these words from a broken-hearted girl. Honestly speaking, i'm not that good in creating fine,neat and best relationship with people around me. Maybe, i'm born to be so slumber and blur person. People might expecting more from me, but, which one should i pick? Would there anybody will accept me of my real personality or will everybody just hang out with me for fun? It is really a question to me. Anyhow, I know this wouldn't be God's request of me. I know Jesus wouldn't want me to act like another person. I know My Jesus love me very much despite of the 'slumberness' exist inside me. But, still, i have a good bond with my friends, family and etc. Even though, i'm totally inconsequential, i know they still have memories of me. that's just how i want to keep it, plain,simple and memorable. People, sorry for disappointing all of you if I am not up to your expectation, but, that's how we call unique bond between all of us. God Bless.

American Pie????Starvation?????Which one would I pick?

Should they taste deliciously that it would killed other people? i don't know.don't ask me... I've never yet tasted it. But,for sure, it is great, because it is food. While we are having a complete 3 meal per day, there are many people out there that is still suffering of starvation. how much do we care about those people?I care a lot but, to say it in words is not enough. even though i can't do something big about it, but a very little prayer so that the world leader all around the world will make something about it is worthy of it. We are so concern that we won't let ourselves starves to death and it actually trained us to be selfish. World are becoming more and more self-centered, we ignore the people around us,as it may said to be our neighbor. We call ourselves a modern and updated society, but, are we really what we think of ourselves? Ask yourself and reflect what Jesus would have done if He is here? It should start from the deepest of our heart, shall or shall not we accomplish what Jesus want us to do. Jesus Himself sacrifices a lot for us human regardless of how many times we ignore Him. Then, if we really love God, make the same thing for Him in our very own way..

its almost advent

when the time is coming, i want to raise and lift Jesus to the most high part of my heart. it's almost advent, and i want to make it the most special Christmas celebration for Jesus. the very important part is to understand the true meaning of the whole celebration. Christmas isn't just about buying new clothes and invite your relatives to come by to your house, yet, it is to open the smallest home in our very heart to receive the Holy King, Jesus Christ. Jesus, i am not a perfect person in understanding and really cherish You in my life, but help me O Lord, by your guidance, to do what Your will in my life....AMEN

If Today was Your Last Day

If today was your last day, what would you do? never thought of commit suicide, aren't we? well, i will do what i do everyday. wake up every morning, go to classes until my graduation day, socialize with my friends, gain new experience through bitter and sweet candy no need to worry about what,when and where your last day will take place. My sweet friends, there are millions of stuff we should bother going around than to worry about your D.O.D. (laughing) Mom, I need some polish here. watch out! I'm listening to We The Kings song Heaven Can Wait. cool music and i love the lyrics. totally brings out what youth today think of wanna-be. this song remind me of all my friends back there at high school. some are so crazy,swanky, serious, demanding and freaks. I really cherished all fool and smart stuff we did together. Friends, I love you all.Don't bother about your last day, yet, give your best in everyday of you life..God will bless you..

Lots of New Burden...

what a day....i woke up this morning just to end up with a long article yet to be read. another assignment assigned by our beloved lecturer. i wouldn't know that i am a university student without those thick paper and ball-pen on my hand. Really surprise me that i am a part of campus now. Gosh, what a terrible headache I've since the first day of the semester. however, i still aware of how i must strive in order to understand the complexities created by the campus generation. Wise people will think that I'm doing alright with all this campus stuff, but, the truth is not really. Imagine you have to face thousands of new matter everyday, arguing over something ridiculous ( i would say that as the negative energy), gripping your ball-pen until all of your finger frost, that is just not normal. Not to say that i want to be a normal person, in fact studying is what normal students do. Those stuff makes you look nerdy, geek and weird but still cool. yes, that is what i want to hear. anyway, no matter how hard studying is and how weird it will takes me, this is what i have to finish. My year in campus (just can't wait for my senior year).

A New Day Ahead of Us...

i'm trying to reprimanding of all those bad habits i own inside my flesh....hee....of course, what do i should've done? For a good pointer, i should work harder than I am now. i suppose everyone would've agree with that one. People and person make the whole community, right? So, why don't we joined hand together and do things together with joyful heart and sincerity.

hypocrisy among us...

it is such a hypocrisy when they acclaim the world are theirs and treat other nation as rubbish. it is such a selfish things to do whenever the rivalry jet arrive and they declare war in the name of peace. a silence killer among us are those hypocrites that claiming themselves as peacekeeper. meanwhile, thousands of lives are lost every minutes. the complexities of human mind are weight enough and shouldn't they realize it is time to respect others sensitivities...Sarah and Papi arguing for what they believe is right and never gain peace or respect from both parties. Racist are not relevant anymore because everyone put their trust in human rights. Human rights should not back off from their fight and continue to deal with injustices happening in front of our eyes...ADIOS.

The Change of Pace

change of pace determine the mind of an individual reflection and seeking perfection in the future. human are complicated as their minds are. me, as i always look upon myself as a low-introvert persons, the eagerness in transforming myself from a nerdy geek towards a mean-drama queen (it is only an idiom) wasn't a negative thing after all. recently, i discover many new things that i know i should adapt into my life. a lots of changes and tragic thoughts across my minds before i knew that i can't makes things better if i dare to be difference (in term of being myself). People would ignore and deny you for what you stand for, it is just the risk that you are dare to meet. It would have been better to accept thing as they are than to go against the law of nature. Paradigm shift is okay in our life, as we will grow matured and does not comply our thoughts in every decision we make but. also give the priority to Jesus in everything we do.

introducing me to ethiques

such a wonderful day to acknowledge that human lives based on certain ethiques...